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I feel like sharing,

I've been running around trying to work on both my van and my day job, and i found that the lifestyle has been detrimental to my health, so I added Intermittent fasting and also physical activity into my routine.

I'm starting to get the picture that I have high ambition which isn't matched by low self motivation, like a battery that gets depleted, I have limits and not all things I set out to do fit within those limits, leading to reduction ratio of success to failure.

I tend to use up most of my battery during my day job, which is unfortunate, My present job however changes the equation, I have a 12 hour day, 4 day on 4 day off schedule, two weeks nights, two weeks days. which means I have four days to recover from transitioning from night to day, but also my transition from work to self. This reduces the difficulty of the transition, for me.

I've found that because I have a larger time frame to work with  i relax a bit, which helps me resume my personal work, which is basically how I play as an adult.

Anyway, tonight I thought about updating my bug tracker for my van as I haven't looked at it for a while since I've been mid task and it occurred to me how absurdly I spend my life. but there simply isn't any other way I know. So I just have to lean into it and do my best.

I'm stuck on my van project, I'm not sure what I'm stuck on, which tends to happen a lot, so I wait for inspiration. There are so many things to do, but I try to focus on one at a time, and the current one has a huge dependency tree I need to knock off each item.

Time to get back to planning for building.